Slow Laptop

I tried to borrow a laptop from a friend to use during my stay in the hospital, but it was too old to be of much use. It was still running Windows 98 and didn’t have enough ram to upgrade it to Windows XP. 98 would have been fine for most things, but the wireless adapter I have isn’t supported by 98, it only works on 2000 or higher. It was a nice thought though, but I managed to go without.

Stop Blaming

I have to stop blaming the man for the pain in my fibroids.. ! although i donch say it out loud.. i know… i blame him.. for the situation that i am in.. because of the immigration thing that we took so long to do.

But i am equally to be blamed.. because i always wanna pay the bills first for the store.. and the staff before all else. I have to stop blaming.. to stop myself.. from being resentful at times.. and feeling pitiful for myself. Not healthy..! gotta move forward.. ! despite hard.. i still gotta..!