Infection .. JOY.. !!

I went to see my family doctor.. because one of the laporoscopic surgery wound wasn’t healing .. and was still oozing .. and i didn’t feel it was a good sign.  Finally, we got in to see him.. instead of Dr Murphy .. because Dr Murphy’s office was closed to August.

Well .. according to my family doctor.. i have an infection.  My heart dropped right into my stomach..!  i didn’t know what else will go wrong now.  The other two wounds healed perfectly.. but not this one.  Bummer..!! Anyways.. i am now currently on anti-biotics.. and lets hope.. it would heal.. and we’ll see..! *sigh*.. !! i just donch want anymore complications please..!!!

High Blood & Town

Everytime.. i start talking about the town.. or the town councils.. it makes my blood pressure high .. and i kid you not. It is so visible.. that i am really irritated.. with the whole town .. and how they are managing it. So if i was going to the doctor’s .. i must not think of the town councils.. nor this town.. then my blood pressure would be good. Funny..?? very..!!

Freaking Expensive Medication

My family doctor gave me a prescription of Cyklokapron .. so that when my menses comes .. it would not have such heavy flow.  Happily i sent Mr Moo to the pharmacy .. for it.. because my menses is just about round the corner.. and since i just had my transfusion.. i didn’t wanna lose any more blood than i can helped it.  When Mr Moo came back with the 30 tablets.. i had a “sticker” shocked..!! guess how much the 30 tablets cost..??  $60 ..!!!  holy mowly..!!   Not fun getting sick eh..!!

Health Care Is Such A Joy – NOT !

Talking to my family’s doctor receptionist is such a joy .. NOT..! I told her to ask the doctor about medication for either my diabetes or my headache.. and her advice to me.. is to get an over the counter medication. If the OTC medication worked.. need i asked the doctor..?? First she asked me to google about my iron supplement.. and now .. she wants me to get an over the counter medication. You don’t know how frustrated i am with her.

A Good Night Sleep

I’ve seen people using ostrich feathers for wedding decoration for their center pieces on the banquet tables.  But I’ve also heard my grandmother mentioning using it for stuffing in the pillows to get one a good night sleep.  I don’t know if it is true or not but i think i would try it because a good night sleep is very important to all of us.

Remedy To Stop Itchy Feet – Diabetes Solution

Ever since I found out that I had diabetes.. under my feet on the left feet only.. i get tiny water bumps.. and it gets so itchy.. i had to scratch it till it bleeds.  Well.. that’s until.. i found a trick to it.. but it still irks the hell outta me.. when it itches.  No amount of scratching seems to stop the itch.. till i use boiling water.. and with a cloth.. and burned the hell outta the itch.  So if you have this problem.. you can try the burning the itch with boiling water..! i tell ya.. it’s the best thing ever.. and the itch stops.

Severe Anaemic

I went for my blood test for my diabetes.. and little did i know.. that i need a blood transfusion. I found out about it.. on Monday .. and i wasn’t sure what to think. Severe Anaemic with a haemoglobin’s count of 58, it was way below normal..according to my family doctor.

So when doctors think that fat ppl cannot be anemic.. they are so wrong.. because I am far from being skinny.. not fat fat either.. but you know what I mean. I’ll tell you about my transfusion on my next entry.

Agitation = Blood Sugar High…??

I feel very agitated tonite.. ! i wonder if it has anything to do with my blood sugar being higher than usual.  I have yet to get  my blood test done.. so i’m not on any medication.  Fasting doesn’t seems to be a huge problem for me.. so tomorrow.. i’m gonna have to time my eating properly .. so that I can fast for 12 hrs.. and get the blood test done. Wis me luck!

I Can’t Fast !

I was supposed to fast for my blood test tomorrow.. and guess what..?? i can’t fast..!! at 2am.. i was so hungry.. i had to eat something.. !! and now i can’t do my blood test..!! what a bummer..! but it’s good in a way.. coz’ i saw that the doc had actually ordered a urine test too.. and i won’t be able to do it.. because i am still having my menses.  Wasted..!! fasting for 6 hrs.. and broke down..! gotta plan proper..!  Trying on Sunday again..! anyone got fasting problems..??

Just My Luck

Just when I am getting my fibroids out.. got meself a gynae.. and my MSI card sorted out.. i learned that my gynae is leaving for good.. to Toronto…!! JOY..!!! just my luck. So i’ve to hurry my procrastinating butt.. and go get my pap smear done.. and my blood test as well.

I Can See God Now !

Yes.. ! i got a call from the gynae’s office.. and they can take me in next week..!!!  Wow..!! i can finally see him now.. that i’ve gotten a referral.  Seeing the doctor’s here .. are worst than having to make an appointment to see God..!  so yes..  i can see God now..!!!  Woohoo..!!!

Throwing Up

Missy Moo was throwing up this evening.. just before her bath.  We can’t think of anything different that she ate or did today.. except that the babysitter is still sick.  Missy Moo said.. her tummy hurt too.. and didn’t even take any milky and went to bed.  I hope she feels better tomorrow.  I wished i could get sick for her..i rather i be the one who suffers .. and not her… but that is wishful thinking.. and growing up.. needs some pains and stuff.

20 Weeks Pregnant

Yes.. i had finally gone for my ultra sound finally .. and the size of my fibroids.. is like any woman who is 20 weeks pregnant. Amazing isn’t it.. that i could hold back all the pain… and everything else that came along with it. But i was so determined to get it fixed as quickly as possible.. that i accepted an early appointment for the ultra sound.. and went for it on my own.. with the man driving me there. Yes.. this time.. i’m quite determined to take it out.. totally.. and be done with all the pain.

Where Is My MSI Card..??

It has been more than a week.. since i sent out my renewal for my MSI card.. and yet .. i’ve not seen it arrived..! I am assuming that all government agencies are this way.?? delay whenever they can.. and then blame you .. when they lose you info.. and make you do everything all over again..?? *sigh* I WANT MY MSI CARD..!!

PainKiller & I

In my entire life.. i’ve never taken so many painkiller like i do now.  I am one who do not like to take medication .. unless absolutely necessary.  So taking all these painkiller.. sure makes me feel guilty.. and irresponsible.. almost.. to my body.  But what can one do.. except to take it.. and hope that i can get my fibroids taken out real soon. I’ve never looked forward to any operation as much as this.. so that i can get my life back.  Having these fibroids.. sure doesn’t allow me to do anything much… and I don’t wanna miss out on my kid’s childhood.

Feeling Sick To The Stomach

My good old fibroids is acting up since yesterday. Where i was once procrastinating .. about taking it out.. my morning resolution is.. if this is the root of all my uncomfyness .. i’m gonna get the thing out.. as soon as possible now. I can’t wait for my MSI card to come now.. and see Dr Mukaji.

Mr Moo Is Sick Now!

One would think that after almost 2 weeks of illness at home.. all to do with Missy Moo.. it will go back to normal.. just about this time.  But I guessed not..! now Mr Moo is sick.. and sniffing away.  Gosh..!! i can’t wait for the cold weather .. to be over..! we are so overdue..!

That Time of The Month Again

Yes.. and it’s earlier than last month.. but better this week than next.. since Missy Moo needs to do a major thing with her teeth next week.. and i wanna be 100% there for her.. and not be a burden to Mr Moo. So bring it on.. Menses..!!

Fibroids Caused Sleepless Nights

The size of my 2 fibroids.. one on the left and one on the right is currently causing sleepless nights.. for me. I find it very hard to sleep.. not only because of the mild pain.. but because sleeping on either sides are so uncomfy. I try to sleep as late as possible.. that way .. i am too tired to even feel the pain no more. But once i get woken up.. for any reason in the middle of my sleep.. i can’t go back to bed.. for a long, long time. I get really grouchy.. because i only get a few hours of sleep each day.

Now that all my paperwork for immigration is over.. i can seriously talk to the gynae.. and get my darn fibroids taken out. I will be recording every step of the way down.

From The Horses Mouth

The sitter’s mum went for a hysterectomy recently and she had been having hot flushes.. infection.. and all sorts and feeling really listless and didn’t have much strength.  So i donch know if i will have the same.. because that wouldn’t be good, afterall, i had a kid to look after and help out with the man’s business.

Worried .. ?? yes..!  no one to turn for help.. because friends and family isn’t here .. and the in-laws do not like to come out town at all.. nor deal with ppl .. so hopes of helping either at the store.. or looking after the kid.. is not good.  “thinking.. thinking.. “