Update On My Pain 8 Months After Hysterectomy

Yesterday.. i still had some kinda pain.. but i had taken it really easy.. and didn’t stress myself at all.  I sat for abit.. stood for abit.. and tried not to bend over too much.  But today.. i woke up not feeling any pain at all.. but by evening.. i was beginning to feel some prickly pain.. since i sat more today.. to do work on the computer.  I also noticed that after carry half a basketful of groceries.. i was beginning to feel lousy on the tummy too.. so i changed to a cart instead.  I don’t know if they are pyschological .. or it is really true.. that i cannot carry heavy stuff no more… *sigh*.  10 yrs more is all i asked .. so that i can wait till Missy Moo grows up .. before leaving her side.  Having a mom .. but not that kinda attention .. or time.. for us.. it was very sad for me.  So i don’t want Missy Moo to  have a mom.. but one who cannot do nothing with her.