I Still Have Fear 4 Months After My Hysterectomy

On Tuesday nite.. Wednesday morning.. Missy Moo was ill .. and my stomach was not feeling too well.  Already uneasy .. in the early evening .. i decided to go to bed  early .. but i had to wake up at 12.30am.. because i felt like throwing up again.

Didn’t get to throw up.. but had to poop.. which i did.. and went back to bed .. to rest.. after.  But i had that same kind of cold sweat.. and didn’t take me long.. before i had to wake up again to poop.  Boy..!! was i darn frightened man..!! because 4 months ago.. after my hysterectomy.. this was what happened.  With Missy Moo sick and all.. how would you feel as a mother.. to think that you might have to drag her out of bed.. because you needed to go to the hospital again.

It turned out.. it wasn’t the same thing.. i didn’t need to go to the hospital.. but on that nite or wee hours in the morning.. i cannot helped but felt extreme fear.  At times like this.. i wished i was home.. in Singapore.. and also at times like this… i sure wished .. i had my own family and friends to call upon for help.

But for those who might be thinking that i was over paranoid.. yer absolultey right man..!!! but can you blame me .. after all that i had gone thru’.. ?? I know for sure.. that had i been back home.. the fibroids would have had been taken out .. a long, long time ago.